| I hate my life. I don't want to exist anymore! But thats not possible unless someone decides to shoot me or run me over which will be great right now. I just need to start new. If I could get away without any notice for a whole year Id come back a better person. I don't want to see anybody. I don't want to care about anything. I just ish life wa smuch easier.
I don't think I'm going to prom but I really want to. Deep down, if you know me you must know prom is like everything. I had intended to look fabulous and have a great time and now I can't even think about having anywhere near a good time except sitting at home in misery. I had put my heart into this night, my money and my time and its all wasted. Everything just burns. I would just like to graduate and erase my memories here. I've always disliked this place but I had hoped I would grow to like it. But at the end of the day I'm still stuck at the beginning just wishing I had never came.
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| Im going to start write again. Xangas atmosphere has become a dark place and I belong here.
As of now my eyes are tired of crying and my body is weak from stress. That is all for now.
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| hi everybody! omg myspace has seriously taken over haha.. i have not been on this thing in the longest. well how is everybody doing? school sucks ass this year.. its not fun and theres so much more work than freshman year.. freshman year work is what i can handle hahaha.. i cant wait to get out.. omgoodness. anyway life is alright now.. but it sucks a lot at points but not im a free woman and im gonna 'try' to be happy all the time.. haha..
i love LAN!! lol
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| hi everybody! omg myspace has seriously taken over haha.. i have not been on this thing in the longest. well how is everybody doing? school sucks ass this year.. its not fun and theres so much more work than freshman year.. freshman year work is what i can handle hahaha.. i cant wait to get out.. omgoodness. anyway life is alright now.. but it sucks a lot at points but not im a free woman and im gonna 'try' to be happy all the time.. haha..
i love LAN!! lol
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| Life has been CRAP. It dnt even feel like my friends EXIST anymore... i need new trustworthy ones.. shoot. Its just been mad gay n im nto sure who i am anymore
other than that bullshit i have more bullshit cuz i gotta work so much... fuckin hate it |
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